Year of "Lasts"

When 2008 rang in, I didn't realize this would be my year of "lasts." While I knew that Trevor and I would probably start trying to conceive, I didn't know when we'd start and how long it would take. As Zoe's birth draws closer, it has occurred to me that this is my year of lasts. As such, today is my last.....birthday not being a mother. I didn't do anything special; I just had a "me" day. Trevor is flying, so I had to play by myself. :- ( The most remarkable thing I did today was sleep in. Ahhhh! Then I had a facial and had my hair washed and styled. I think I'll spend the evening on the couch watching an "on demand" chic flick. I hope there's something good available.

Trevor sent me a sweet text this morning that made me cry. It said "Happy Bday! U get better with time. I love u very much and can't wait for Zoe to meet you. She is truly blessed to have u as a mommy." Awww.....

I can't wait to spend next December 23 as my "first" birthday as a mother! It will be so special!